{"id":186,"date":"2026-05-31T12:13:00","date_gmt":"2026-05-31T19:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/?p=186"},"modified":"2026-06-09T12:26:52","modified_gmt":"2026-06-09T19:26:52","slug":"bruiser","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/?p=186","title":{"rendered":"BRUISER"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"904\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/bruiser-904x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-187\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.882816605359958\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/bruiser-904x1024.png 904w, https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/bruiser-265x300.png 265w, https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/bruiser-768x870.png 768w, https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/06\/bruiser.png 1178w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 904px) 100vw, 904px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By Thomas Shess<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The hallway smells faintly of laundry detergent and sharpening steel. Doors stay open in the Olympic Village because everyone keeps odd hours and nobody remembers which country borrowed the scissors. A skate blade ticks the tile every few steps as she walks in, still half wrapped in USA tape, equipment bag slung over one shoulder like she just came off a construction shift instead of international competition.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Inside the apartment, the television is muted but tuned to a replay of another sport, biathlon maybe, or curling, the universal background noise of the Games. Her spouse looks up from a small kitchen counter crowded with accreditation badges, charging cables, and a bowl of pasta gone from hot to waiting.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cGood skate?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She drops the bag. It lands with the unmistakable thud of pads, helmet, and the kind of gear designed to collide with a moving human at speed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cPretty good. Took a shoulder in the corner. Coach wants faster breakouts.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She sits and begins unlacing skates, each tug a small act of archaeology after two hours of laces frozen into place. The socks are damp, the knee already coloring into tomorrow\u2019s bruise, the Olympic crest still bright against sweat-creased fabric. Outside the window a shuttle bus exhales air brakes and somewhere down the corridor a language she doesn\u2019t speak erupts into laughter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cChicken or pasta?\u201d comes the question, the most ordinary sentence inside the most extraordinary week of the year.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cBoth,\u201d she says, rubbing a red mark at the collarbone. \u201cWe play Canada.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; There\u2019s a moment where the world narrows. Not to politics, not to television, not even to medals, just two people at a small Olympic table, one icing a shoulder, the other sliding over a plate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She put down the fork and winced.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cShoulder?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She nodded once.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; He looked into her eyes, not the shoulder.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cTell me again. When did they start calling you Bruiser?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She smiled faintly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cMy dad. Since as long as I can remember.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; There was a silence. She played with her fork.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cWhat are you thinking?\u201d he asled.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She smiled again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cJust once I\u2019d like to be the skater. The little frilly skinny-thighed fraud everybody throws roses at.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cNo one throws roses at blockers,\u201d he said. \u201cYou open the lane for the prima donna running back. Somebody has to do the grunt work.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cDoesn\u2019t mean I like it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cWould you rather be doing something else right now?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cYeah,\u201d she said. \u201cI\u2019d like to shoot a puck that goes right through the fucking back of the net.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cThat\u2019s my Bruiser,\u201d he laughed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She felt it coming back now. The heat. The noise. The want.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u201cBring it,\u201d she said like a curse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Outside, another shuttle bus hissed to a stop in the snow.&nbsp; She thought about her husband, who had knee replacement scars and a bouquet of memories.&nbsp; Now, he was a damn fine cook.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; She let out a big sigh.&nbsp; And told herself: &#8220;Soak it up, Bruiser.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Read more from Thomas Shess.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Click ad below now to buy Tough Love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/store.bookbaby.com\/book\/tough-love\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"532\" src=\"https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/cfbd4eb2-617f-4dd7-a270-5aa481fe95ce-1024x532.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-191\" srcset=\"https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/cfbd4eb2-617f-4dd7-a270-5aa481fe95ce-1024x532.png 1024w, https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/cfbd4eb2-617f-4dd7-a270-5aa481fe95ce-300x156.png 300w, https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/cfbd4eb2-617f-4dd7-a270-5aa481fe95ce-768x399.png 768w, https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/cfbd4eb2-617f-4dd7-a270-5aa481fe95ce-1536x798.png 1536w, https:\/\/thomasshess.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/cfbd4eb2-617f-4dd7-a270-5aa481fe95ce.png 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By Thomas Shess The hallway smells faintly of laundry detergent and sharpening steel. 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